Skin crawls left,
body moves right,
James is screaming at me again.
Frozen in space,
unable to waltz,
his suggestions are very convincing.
Heart pounds hard,
fingers lose sensation,
I hoped i was past all of this.
Abandoned at sea,
lost in Paris,
even when its all falling apart.
Balcony diving champion,
lost pill container,
suggestions of versions of instructions.
Let go now,
fall gently swiftly,
he won’t stop until the decent ends.